teaching kids to do art and craft is my first time.

and im gonna do it in another like 8hrs time.

really hope tat nothing will goes wrong.

(:

wat happen my dear girl?

dont stress dont sad k?

we crazy girls for sure will acc u de!

muacks~

*HUG HUG*

i better go and catch some slp.

hafta wake up at 6am.

-_-

its almost 5am liao.

omg~!!

not i just reach home.

im home ard 2am plus.

still late.

y?

coz of work.

these few day i will be quite busy lor.

having quite a big event at my store on coming saturday.

i oso dunno y somehow im ended up in-charge of this event.

omg~

stress~~

im like doing all the work.

tats y i work till so late.

and stay up to now!!

event on sat.

so FRIDAY i hafta stay up LATE in store to set up everything and get ready.

and SATURDAYi hafta be in store EARLY MORNING like 8am.

dolly ah.

read those words in caps and bold?

how ah?

i oso dunno leh.

i will try my very best to finish up my work fast on fri night.

but the earliest is still 11pm leh.

den hor.

i dont think i can stay till late as sat i hafta work damn early.

i cant dont slp coz im the one talking during the event.

argh~

hais!!

so this is the sad story im talking abt.

i really hope and wish and pray tat i wont put u aeroplane.

i will try my freaking damn very best to be there k.

even though just for awhile.

or u dont want me to be there?

LOLs!!

at least i go lah ah.

just for you my friend.

(:

back form work.

well work was alright lah.

just voice out wat is right and wat is wrong lor.

seriuosly i got no idea wat the hell she wants lah.

and really i dont give a damn lah.

well anyway.

i gave my resignation to faridah just now.

she make noise lah.

she wants me to help her on weekends only.

hello~

i help u.

den who help me?

hais.

i dunno lah.

i claimed tat im tired.

but if i conpare all those ppl ard me.

think they are more tired den me.

those schooling friends working during weekends too.

those working friends.

working 2 jobs at the same time.

to earn extra income lor.

so shall i do tat too?

maybe ba.

den i got no life again.

sians~

hmm den aft work.

suddenly receive msg frm gan jiong asking where is my workplace.

jason and him wil go over to my workplace to see me.

haha.

ya the both of them really went.

jason's company good lor.

gave him a van for transport.

philip's company oso lor.

sent him to japan for work.

wah.

only work for few months can go overseas liao.

good life lah the both of them.

den we chatted for awhile.

den jason sent me home lor.

yup.

glad catching up with poly friends.

(:

anyway the chalet like too costly leh.

i oso dunno wat to do leh.

sians~

hais dolly ah~

i think and think and think ah.

am i the one shld be blamed?

u noe y..

its like aft me den he change to another person liao.

start to stop contacting u all.

stop hanging out with u ppl.

is it he noe tat i might tag along with.

so he might as well dont join u all.

hais is tat so?

coz i rmb he telling me tat he is afraid tat aft u all graduate.

ken will not be as brother as used to be.

but now is like he is the one who is backing off.

u get wat i mean?

is like everything just happen aft tat period of time.

so am i the cause of all these matter?

if really it is.

im really sorry.

wat can i do to help u all get back the friendship u all used to have?

im like feelng guilty right now.

hais~

like wat i had heard.

one person shldn't dont have problems and troubles de.

it will be really great tat if dont have any.

but seriously few ppl dont have.

when den can i dont have problems and troubles?

maybe wait till the day tat i get old?

or the minute b4 my last breathe?

or worst.

i even have to bring all my problems and troubles with me into the coffin and buried together with me?

hais~

just came back from a chatting session with jin kai and kie min.

haa.

dunno y aft tat day met the both of them on bus.

den these 2 days ask me join them for chit chat session.

was talking abt all those ghostly stuffs.

den kie min intro me to watch a ghost anime.

lols.

i watch anime de meh?

ya just started lor.

will get addicted?

maybe?

i dunno.

haha.

anyway.

they asking me out on 9august to watch firworks and marina liao.

so fast kena book liaos.

lalala~

=p

went to check chalet pricing.

no promotional price for weekends leh.

and somemore all of us can oso make it on weekends leh.

if no promotional price 3d2n $210.

promotional price 3d2n onlt $168.

big diff lors.

i oso dunno how.

discuss with the rest first ba.

going to work.

im like really totally sian le lor.

im really waiting for 31july to come.

den 1august going to have a new working environment.

going to learn lots of new things.

yup sounds interesting ah.

hee.

yup looking forward.

hmm on the other hand.

i used to so damn devoted working at mcd.

many ppl around me ask me to quit i dont bear.

but things do change lah.

not say i no longer devoted there le.

but the fact is ppl there change.

the working environment there change.

i cant take it le.

yes.

i really do wish to go to the next level to learn more stuffs.

but the ppl and environment there stop me form everything.

so its better for me to leave rather den me staying there to suffer even more.

so this time i have to say sorry and leave.

pls dont use any ways to stop me from leaving and ask me to stay.

seriously lah.

im really afraid tat my heart will grow slow leh.

i really hopei wont as the other job is waiting for me liao.

i cant put them aeroplane there.

yup.

wish me good luck and all the best ba~!!

(:

wah sian.

stay at home oso spend money.

xiu actually asked me to find the site for the shoe tat i wanted.

ended up im browsing thru bigi bag spree.

yup so ended up i bot a bag.

xiu oso~!!

haha.

cost me another $22.

no more spendings for the rest of the month liao.

but friday i will be out.

if i dont go think she wont forgive me.

present?

omg~

i will find my ways ba.

waiting for my pay day wait till neck long like girraff liao lah.

hais.

money money money~

-_-

wah omg~!!

ytd night think was one of the worst night in my 19years and 7months of life.

thanks and sorry to those ppl was with me last night.

haa.

and of coz.

i still do rmb clearly the qns u asked me.

so wat if i say yes ask him come down at tat point of time.

do u think he will go?

i dunno.

no high hopes.

ya its better for me not to think ba.

hmm.

over is over le.

i had my lesson aft ytd.

but hor.

is not i want de mah.

just dunno y i kept losing wat.

right?

or i force myself?

haha.

dunno lah.

im very sad lor.

y?

coz more and more ppl say i getting fatter liao.

yati says tat.

next ken says tat too.

den desmond says tat too~!!

dunno who will be next one to say tat.

hais.

omg.

siao liao lah.

time for me to diet le.

no more supper for me.

date me out for dinner ONLY~!!

today i really nv go work.

she oso nv go.

wtf she want sia.

i angry lor.

hais.

but i oso feel sad for my team too lah.

i still got heart de ok.

they must be working damn hard today.

just met up jin kai and kie min.

2 guys tat i noe them from kallang mcd 5years ago.

they say i still can survive till now not bad ah.

den i tell them im leaving soon liao.

lols.

damn long nv meet up with them liao.

tat time they got a gathering.

but i was sick,

mc for 3days.

so i missed tat gathering.

hmm just now met up awhile.

talked abt how we are doing nowadays lor.

my off day.

no work.

think not going out ba.

coz broke liao.

bot 2 tops from pull & bear.

cost me $45.80

bot 1 slipper from c & k.

cost me $19.90

bot 1 shoe from trendy zone.

cost me $29.90

bot eye liner.

cost me $18.90

and plus all those small little spendings.

transport lah.

meals lah.

food lah.

total up think is abt 200plus lor.

omg.

think i really need to watch out my spendings le.

its oso not good for me to spend too much.

(:

hmm a quick update before im out to chiong the night.

lols.

working long hrs and to earn more money is not for me now.

im no longer commited as before liao.

i really dont wish to care anymore and put everything there aside.

today im really not in the mood of working lor.

and im really having a bad headache.

im so sorry my star and topcats.

think tmr i dont wana go work.

coz ppl promise tat will come work but ended up nv go.

so y shld i go when i dont feel like it.

yes i simply hate ppl who give empty promises.

so good luck to those who working tmr.

ohh ya.

met jinkai on bus ytd night while on the way for supper.

i called him.

at first he cant regconise me.

but he did regconise me aft a few seconds.

if not i will be damn paiseh lor.

the bus so many ppl and i called him.

haha.

aft supper walked back home.

walked past gec mcd.

and saw yati.

went in and had a chat with her.

haa.

her store oso not as fantastic too.

cheyenne transfered there.

he dont like tat store.

tot smaller store will be easier to handle.

but the prob is.

the ppl there is not great.

working in this line somehow hafta get ur own ways to get close to bosses.

if not others will stab u on ur back.

well.

wat to do.

this the the society nowadays.hais.

this is really sad lor.

went for my medical checkup.

think tat was the first time i met such a young handsome doctor.

really.

omg~

im like a hua chi lor.

-_-

okie.

ppl is complaining tat i have not been updating my blog for a few days liao.

okie.

im now here to update liao k.

lols.

had finished my 3days of icsc work at suntec.

i really prefer to attend all these events.

rather den staying in sytore always and doing all the same old things.

at least go for all these kind of events.

can make new friends.

having chit chat session with ronald.

he still regconise and rmb me lor.

hmm not bad ah.

lols.

he say im his students of coz he rmb.

haha.

having conversations with all those big bosses is not tat scary afterall.

i really enjoyed myself tat 3days ay suntec.

tat might be the last event i attend.

my last chit chat with ronald.

my last conversations with big bosses.

and oso my last chance of making more mcd friends.

dont worry i will always rmb all these.

will always be in my memory.

yup like wat lisa say.

she believe tat i will miss mcd aft i leave.

yes definately i will miss them ALL.

(:

went to nina's place to visit her.

wah.

her leg swollen like nobody business lor.

omg~

went for my tarot card reading.

intro by lisa.

is her friend.

is freaking accurate lor.

accurate until im really stun.

really stunning lor.

yup okie.

now i found out tat he really did not lied to me.

wat he said was true.

so i think i shld put down and put away my past.

think positive.

and continue with my life.

although my life is not tat wonderful.

i need to work hard to get wat i want.

dont worry.

i will definately preservere to till the end.

till my last breathe of mine.

i really hope tat wat im going to do next is a successly path for me.

the job now really dont suit me and really making my morale lower and lower each day.

sians.

i wont listen blindly and do nth.

of coz i will work very hard to achieve wat i wana be and wat i wana get.

(:

i got the shoe tat i saw at far east tat i like very much de.

lisa saw it at amk hub.

my size no more le.

she helped my asked anywhere slse still have it.

found out online j8 has it.

so i went to j8 to get the shoe.

so happie~!!

=D

suppose to meet up dolly and ken for a drink tonight de.

buy at last left with the 2 of us.

nth else better to do.

the 2 of us went to geylang and had supper at 126 with dolly.

yuppmy~

delicious~~

hey i update my blog le hor.

no more complaints plz.

lols.

yup yup yup.

sorry girls.

i noe i have not been updating for more den a week le.

i noe u say wana view my blog den always see the same post.

haa.

now got new post le lah.

hmm.

i can say lotsa stuffs happened.

had went for childcare teacher interview.

yup its successful.

of coz i will grab this opportunity to get out of mcd.

yes i admit im really getting tired of f&b line le.

hmm some gave me positive remarks for being a childcare teacher.

some gave me neutral remarks.

i shall not say is there any negative remarks.

if really there is.

i hope i can pretend i did not hear them.

its like quite sad lor.

u imagine lah.

ur friend wana change a job environment.

den u pour cold water.

saying how bad the job is.

come on lah.

is ur friend leh.
give some support lah.

hais.

so now.

i stick to my own decision le.

i dont wana be like in the past.
do wat ppl do.

do wat ppl say.

wish me all the best k?

(:

i really hate my store more and more le.

esp the new butch in my store.

VIVIAN TAI.
she sux lah.

she came less den half a mth.

can say 90% of the crews dont like her.

saying bad abt her.

see how 'popular' she is in the store.

the most interesting part is.

i quarrelled with her last sunday.

i damn long nv quarrell with ppl le.

damn long nv raise my voice shouting at ppl.

but she reallie made my boil man.

lucky i still can control myself.

if not i think i punched her liao.

she was like grabbing my hand so hard.
if i were to swing my hand hardly to ask her let go my hand.
think my hand will swing and ended up slapped her or punched her ba.

but i just stared at her and ask her let go of my hand.

wah if not she will be the first person in my life to slap or punch.

haa.
aft the quarrell i feel like just go off like tat.

call up dolly and ask her out for a drink.
but did not lah.

i continue to work.

den she go off early.

so ended up i stayed up in store till midnight.

another thing i dont like my store now is all the gosippers and big mouths.

idiotic and stupid lor.

all their beheaviors let me reminds me of children.

he send me home only wat.

anything wrong?

all childish mindset.

watever.

as long as i noe wat im doing can le.

(:

monday met up dolly and lisa for dinner and shopping~!!

ajisen for dinner.

bot 2 tops at pull and bear.

thanks lisa the consultant.

lols.

saw a pair of shoes tat i like so much.

but a lady reached b4 me and took the last pair.

if i noe i bot it on the spot when i first saw it.

dont go another round of 'looking ard first'

hais.

im damn sad lor.

gg to bugis coming thurs.
i wana go hunt exactly the same one!!

oso met up candice aft her driving lesson and aft our shopping trip.

we 4 went over to dolly's hse for our durian feast!

nice~!!

=p

tats the 3 of us at ajisen

nina met an accident.

shocked to hear the news when ayu called me.

went to see her aft my work at suntec.

luckily only her right leg swollen.

fractured too.

hais.

omg~

poor nina.
my poor goon doo friend~

oOo..

im so into photoshop recently tats y i did not blog for abt a week.

haa.

hmm.

had finished my 4 days of leave.

met up a friend from indo tat had not been meeting up for 2yrs.

tat was great.

but within less den 24hrs.

she hafta leave and head towards america.

tat was sad.

had a kbox and buffet session.

tat was marvellous.

haa.

went into OCH.

its interesting.

if u dare to go in.

went to entrance of red house but did not go in.

den i realise i went in before.

omg~

im dumb man.

haa.

went to west coast park.

the playground there is really fun and interesting lor.

reminds me of OBS during my sec 3 days.

must go there if u nv been there before.

conclusion is.

having a car is perfect.

can go anywhere u wana go.

can go anywhere u think of going.

so when am i getting a car?

hmm..

lols~

had my long waited graduation ceremony~!

hees.

so happy and excited.

seeing all those long time no see friends.

taken lotsa photos.

yippie~!!

ya they was saying me wana organise chalet till now.

not even a single thing done.

lols.

ok lah.

i will try my best lah ah.

hmm.

graduation..

suppose to be sad?

suppose to be ba.

but dunno y i just dont feel sad at all.

i dont feel tat we are separating.

i just felt happy and excited throughout the whole ceremony.

haha.

went to sandy's 21st bdae chalet.

den i start to think for my 21st bdae wat i wana do.

perhaps chalet too ba.

haha.

my 20th bdae is still like in 5mths times.

and im thinking for my next yr's bdae liao.

wahaha~!

=D

aft 4 days.

back to work.

yeah~!

from this moment onwards.

im off from work for 4 days.

hope tat no one will call me and ask me regarding abt work.

hmm but.

different to say lah.

went to changi village to have nasi lemak with ayu just now aft work.

nina no show from work.

ya.

and she got her beauty slp for the whole day.

the both of us had been calling her since 6plus.

and she got abt 30 miss calls from us.

she still cant wake up.

den finally abt 9plus she msg us.

saying tat she wana continue her slp.

thanks ah~

2 more day to my graduation ceremony~

lalala``

hees.

=p

friends?

actually wat the the definition of friends?

as friends i think respect one's decision is impt ba.

since i decide to keep it to myself.

wat for u kept on asking me.

kept on talking abt it.

i will just feel irritated.

i think our mindset of 'friends' is different ba.

i just feel tat i dont deserve to be treated in tat way lor.

ended up im unhappy u all say i throw temper.

black face.

these and tat lah.

hais.

y u all just dont understand?

still say we are best friends.

sat night aft one long day of working.

went to meet up dolly and friends at a pub name 'clinic' for chilling.

drink.

talk.

play.

haa.

here we are~!!

hees.

=p

going back to work later at 0830.

its mon.

by right is my off day.

but there is sth going on at my store.

so im being asked to go back.

so off on tue.

wed to fri is my leave.

tue not free liao.

haa.

wed neh..

jialat lor.

at first tot of meeting dolly lisa and candice to have sakura buffet.

but now boon saying tat he is meeting michelle on wed for dinner.

ask me wana join or not.

so now i dunno which to say yes.

which to reject.

see how lah.

hmm den thurs.

MY GRADUATION CEREMONY~!!

lalala~~

fri going to sandy's bdae chalet if im not wrong.

had been asking iris but no reply from her.

sians~

-_-

xiu u going mah?

hmm see..

tats how am i going to spend my 4 days of off day and leave.

(:

anyway i got my new camera liao.

so happy.

hees.

=D

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BRO~!!

had dinner together with my mother and bro.

had steamboat at of eunos corner.

(:

yeah.

i finally got my leave.

hees.

not going overseas.

staying in singapore.

hey its better den nth le lor!!

i hope i will make full use of my leave.

and next thus is my graduation ceremony le.

omg~

excited and looking forward.

hees.

just bcoz its my graduation ceremony.

i wana take alot of photos~!!

so i will be getting a digi cam soon.

glad tat i got candice working at those line.

got her to intro me.

and i will get it b4 GST increase to 7%~!!

lols.

so which means tat i will get it b4 sat!!

happie leh~

den my pocket will have a big hole.

hmm den my next aim.

SE hp?

guess handbag?

baby-G watch?

lalala~

see how ba.

=p

hmm.

somehow i felt better and happier aft i told him off.

but somehow i felt guilty too.

how?

now i hope i can carry on with my simple life.

bless me ba my friends~

(:

see see tats my new hairstyle.

hees.

how is it?

=p

back from macpherson kopitiam.

yup met up dolly for our frog.

tat we did not get to eat it ytd!!

lols.

we had egg oyster.

and dessert.

dolly had strawberry kisses.

and mine is mango milk ice.

well think we are crazy ba.

everyday meet up for supper.

omg~

weight going up liao.

but ppl say i slim down le leh.

despite all my supper.

lalala~

very sad and angry lor.

hais.

its alright tat u dont let me resign.

coz of u.

i rejected a job interview.

coz u say u can secure a higher post for me.

and now.

i wana take leave u oso dont allow.

wth is this man.

hey.

im a human too lor for u godness sake!

since i finish sch.

which is on 16feb.

i went for my cny holidays.

and start work till now.

it had been almost 5mths le.

working everyday with 1 off day per week.

and now i onli request to go off for 4 off days.

and u are making so much noise.

of coz i wana make a big fuss tat parkway star can on leave for 2weeks.

while mine is onli tat freaking 4days!!

u are lucky tat my genting trip is cancelled.

if not.

i bought the tix le

i seriously dont give a damn how u going to stop me from going.

even though u pay me twice of the tix money i oso dont care.

i need my rest.

i need my holiday.

poor suet~

poor me~

hais~

yup i told him off le.

hope i wont have anymore problems to add on my stressness le.

coz im damn stress lor.

argh~

-_-

back home.

we did not had our frog porridge.

coz candice say is too far.

-_-

ya den ended up we slack at the same old mac.

haas.

no frog porridge.

den we had 4 large fries.

omg~

jinlong did msg me on mon asking me abt uni entry stuffs.

i onli realise his msg until just now when i was deleting my inbox.

blur me~

sorry cheyenne.

other den sorry.

i dunno wat else to say le.

i think its better for u not to waste time on me ba.

on the other hand.

i dont think u are my type ba.

i noe these words are hurting.

im really sorry.

i dont wish to hurt u.

coz i noe the feeling of getting hurt is terrible.

im really SORRY~

i tot i had already let go.

but den i realise i have not.

i still cant let go of the past.

yup i noe im silly.

i noe im stubborn.

looking back at the past.

i still can cry for u.

hais.

i dont understand y guys can just change overnight.

i still can rmb the past clearly.

the first day i met u.

the song u sang at the pub.

the first msg u sent me.

they way u looked disappointed when u heard ppl wana noe me.

the way u hold my hands.

the way u looked aft holding my hand.

the words u said aft holding my hand.

the way u look shy.

the promises u made.

the words u said to me.

the effort u made to meet me up although u are busy with ur work.

hais.

all these are still so clear in my mind.

im here thinking so much.

but u on the other side?

i doubt so ba.

perhaps u already forget who am i?

thanks for ignoring my msg.

kinda disappointed ba.

tot we still can be friends.

tats wat u told me.

but..

well~

i still hope to hear from u soon.

(:

yup i may look alright.

but when im emo.

always they are there with me.

they are the ones tat always see me cry.

now~

i really dunno how to go on with my life.

OH MY GOD~!!

suet is going CRAZY soon ok~!!

yup tats me!!

im going crazy soon~!!

i guess i think i assume i predict tat cheyenne is going crazy abt le ba.

his craziness is unbelivable.

abit too over le ba.

making me feel so damn scary lor.

if i noe i dont online.

if i dont online den i wont sign on to msn.

if i nv sign on to msn den i wont see his nick.

if i nv see his nick den i wont go crazy.

and now im crazy le.

HOW?!

WAT CAN I DO?!

and.. dolly~

u reach home u off ur phone de ah.

y when i reach home i msg u but seems like u cant receive de.

well morning when u read the msg pls dont be shock.

but i noe u will be lah ah.

hais i dunno wat to do lah.

will talk abt it tonight ba~

yup today's my off day.

tot no plan with friends.

so i carry on with my hair saloon plan.

trimed my hair.

but not shorter.

coz im waiting for my hair to be longer and perm it~!!

hees.

yeah i REBOND my FRINGE le hor.

so.. jies~

esp IRIS but i noe she wont read this.

dont talk abt my fringe anymore liao hor.

lalala~

wana see how is it right.

no pic at this moment.

but i got one pic with dolly.

will show it to u all when she send me.

but i dunno when lah ah.

well its better for u all to meet me up at talk a look.

lols!

ya lor.

when ah?

i oso dunno.

plan ah.

one day come out for dinner.

to those who always mia de.

u noe who u are lah ah.

no need to name u all.

=p

miss u all lah.

u all nv miss me and the rest who turn up for gatherings de meh.

so bad de leh u all.

=(

hmm ya aft i went to saloon.

went to toa payoh to meet ayu.

tot of waiting for nina to finish work and see whether got plan to go out or not.

ended up she say she tired aft work.

so well ayu went home.

and i called up dolly for our fries session lor.

lols.

lisa rushing project.

candice at ecp.

so still the 2 of us lor.

chat till 12plus.

wana go off liao.

den.. raining cats and dogs.

sians.

waited awhile for cab.

den i reach home.

tats when i became crazy.

ya tats wat u read in the beginning.

-_-

ohh ya.

ganjiong called me wor~!!

so damn shock tat he will call me.

had not been contacting him and the rest of those guys since graduate.

ya those poly guys lor.

except for jinlong ba.

tat time was talking abt uni stuffs.

aft tat oso no contact liao.

ya.

when he call.

i ans.

he say 'hello ah lian ah'

i was like huh 'who are u'

den he say 'im ganjiong lah'

'ohh ganjiong ah si mi tai ji'

lols.

yup.

so long nv contact until they always call me ah lian i oso nearly forget liao.

haa.

chatted with him abt half an hr lor.

talk abt him.

talk abt me.

talk abt the rest of the guys lor.

well all of them not going to graduation.

so bored.

haas.

nvm i got my airen.

hee.

=p

ya talked abt those guys.

they are doing well now.

zhao - working for auntie like 'dog'.. so damn busy.. waiting for ns on sept

norman - ns liao. serving the nation

philip - found a job liao. quite a good job though

jason - reservist. serving the nation

edwin - ns too ba. not very sure

jinlong - happily with the gf. working at gf's dad's company. tats wat he told me previously.

well who else?

think tats the gang tat we always hang ard with ba.

yup take care guys.

hope to meet up soon.

(:

well meeting up my crazy 5 girls tonight for a catch up session.

but its always short of 1 de lah.

its always shanyun.

coz she's not the kind of having night life unlike the 4 of us.

yup its had been quite some time the 4 of us sit down and have a good chat le.

really looking forward for tonight's meet up.

(:

well im worried abt u too.

afterall u are my friend.

since i regard u as my friend.

i really hope tat u are alright.

take care okie?

(:

well.

work.

work.

work.

just came back supper with with nina and ayu.

ya later is my off day.

till now still no plans.

if not i think i might be going to saloon ba.

next week my graduation liao.

hee.

=p

planned to go saloon last monday de.

but went to airport to sent ahmad off.

den went back nyp to collect my graduation suit.

den went to see doctor as i was sick like nobody business.

lols.

den lastly met up for june's bdae.

busy dae.

haa.

hmm yup last fri met up dolly and friends at vivo to slack.

my emo session.

=x

den aft vivo dolly and me went for supper.

yummy frog porridge.

and my sudden cravings for oyster.

lols.

and we met 1 crazy woman tat made me SO FED UP.

haha.

den we walked home.

coz we at macpherson nia.

not tat really far.

its a form of exercise too.

aft eating.

wahaha~

well as i had decided wat i wana do next.

den..

faridah dont allow me resign.

sounds ridiculous right?

hais.

wat can i do?

hais.

y am i stressing over things tat im not suppose to stress abt.

y am i crying over stuffs tat im silly to cry for.

hais.

i dunno wat else i can say abt me.

im just finding trouble for myself?

perhaps ba.

just came back from hung ming bdae chalet.

yup real great~!!

meeting up with all those bartleyans.

he sae till like got ALOT of ppl.

ended up is oso tat few.

lols.

real fun.

the fun tat i cant get from elsewhere.

wee loon hung ming the joker the lamer.

the lame jokes we all used to have.

well if wana enjoys their lame jokes hafta enjoy it now.

if not when they go into ns.

aft ns i dont think the guys will be as lame as before le.

haha.

well lastly thanks loon for the ride back.

(:

first day went back to work aft my sickness.

still feel abit blur.

well mayb coz of my medicine made me drowsy.

hmm.

aft this sickness.

rested for 2 days.

the more i think i need a break.

when can i have my break?

when can i have my holidays?

im seriously tired.

mentally tired.

hais.

and one more thing.

cheyenne is making more stress day by day.

well i just take it easy.

i need time.

i really need more time.

i really cant make myself to believe in relationship.

basically all guys sux.

hmm mayb i cant 'one stick hit whole ship ppl' (DIRECT chinese translation. LOL)

but well wat to do.

all the guys i met are all the ones kena hit.

so how am i going to believe guys?

hmm so cheyenne if u think u can wait u just wait.

if not u can just let go.

(:

i miss my crazy five girls badly~!!

not only just meet dolly for a drink.

i wana meet dolly and lisa and candice and shanyun~!!

the laughter we had rocks the whole orchard road.

lols.

our endless topics of chattings.

really.

i miss u girls.

meet up soon k?

(:

hmm.

had been sick for a couple of days.

3 days of mc.

even though im sick.

i did not miss out my june san jie's bdae celebration.

(:

the remaining 2days i stayed at home and rest.

yup i missed out this year's crew outing.

lots of reasons behind it.

hais.

forget it.

its just a soeul garden.

wat he said to me is real or fake?

am i suppose to believe him?

yup i had somehow decided.

its time for me to have a new job.

new environment.

staying wherever i am dont seem like any bright future for me.

as for my stubborns thinkings i used to have.

i will try to overcome them.

wat am i going to be?

well yup.

persueing my childhood dream ba.

hee.

=p

wish me good luck k!!

phew~

damn long ever since i last blog.

anyone of u miss me?

yup i do miss all of u.

my crazy five girls.

my jies.

my poly gang.

nowadays i somehow only spend time and hang out with my work friends.

going out with them aft work can consider my everyday life already.

having dinner or supper.

chilling out.

chatting.

till late in the midnight.

dont give a damn wat time we are working the next day.

even though we only get to slp less den 4hrs almost everyday.

we oso dont care.

we already used to it liao.

haa.

anyway apit went ns liao.

so our outing aft work might not be as often as b4 i guess?

miss him.

as in miss his irritate-ness.

tats wat i told him b4 he going in.

poor ayu hafta miss him everyday.

well i still do meet up dolly and ken for a drink.

to relax myself.

not to think so much.

de-stress ba.

yup but not too much.

(:

miss the st james session with dolly.

coz jun's dad admited to hospital.

we all went to visit him and jun.

as when she called me she was crying over the phone till very jialat.

worried abt her.

when i say we all aft work go and see her.

she sae not need to be so trouble.

den she kena scold from me.

'friends trouble wat!!'

haa.

=p

but its true lah ah.

i really dunno how to put it in words.

hmm.

having someone to love you is great.

yup i believe everyones noes tat.

wat if at the same time more den one love you?

wat will the suituation be like?

y are they treating me so nice?

wat motives they got?

u see.

last week i got sore eyes.

my eyes got infection by contact lens.

so im not going to wear my lens for time being.

he (im) work overnight.

have not slp yet.

die die wana acc me see doctor when he get to noe tat my eyes go worst.

thanks im.

(:

and today i got sore throat.

i was talking on phone with customer and i cough till very jialat.

he (cheyenne) get someone to buy strepcells for me.

thanks cheyenne.

(:

to say the fact.

both of them claimed tat they like me.

but im's case is more jialat.

i got a feeling tat he like treating me as his gf.

i dont wish history will happen.

i told him sth.

he cried over the phone.

the way we contacting each other is lke under table de lor.

dont wana let ppl noe coz im sure there is ppl will gossip abt it.

i reallie dunno wat to do.

i think its better to hurt ppl rather den getting myself hurt.

but its reallie BAD to hurt ppl.

so how?

hais.

wat can i do?

and cheyenne's case is totally different.

he is like going round the whole store telling ppl.

he even call my workplace mother.

mother-in-law liao.

lols.

i still thinking y he ask me tat qns.

hmm well.

will continue on my next post.